Ruminations by a newly retired software engineer, closet physicist, explorer, healer and hypnotherapist. Comments on Hypnosis, healing, anomalies, UFO encounters and abductions, spiritual journeys, physics and star travel, and lots more.
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Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Debugging, Healing and Mystery
Last couple of days have been moving at high speed. After spending the weekend in Wisconsin, and driving back having had way too little sleep, it was back to the regular job. And in this case, regular is bit of a misnomer. The first thing that happened was one of the systems engineers showing up in my cubicle. This guy's shiney good-morning face has appeared in my cube with predictable regularity, looking for help on one test script or another. It turned out to be a bug in his script - once again...
Then last night, I did some pretty heart-warming healingwork. While I can't say too much about it for obvious reasons, it turned out that this is a mix of conventional hearling hypnotherapy work and some extraordinary experiences. I've found this is more common than I had earlier imagined.
I often find that times in which the phenomenon (or phenomena) emerges often seem to correspond to other "interesting" moments in life. These might be illness, divorce, family crisis, or myriad other crises in life. In past posts and articles, I have noted that this is one of the many drivers for psychic and/or spiritual awakening. And in the case of several recent clients, I have noted that the correspondence between life challenge and awakening seems to be particularly close. I will probably have more to say on this in the near future. But for now, suffice it to say that close encounter work and the life-healing inherent in hypnotherpy work seem to have far more correspondence than we sometimes imagine.
Some people seem to be more prone to issues than others, and I've seen a tremendous influx of people with challenges in life - both big and little. For some, it's life-altering encounters with the unexplained - one event after another. It's an inescapable influence, a presence dogging their lives.
For yours truly, at the moment, it's having difficulty getting a computer program going. In the grand scheme of things, that's a pretty minor life challenge. There are two ends of the severity spectrum, and at the moment, they seem to meet somewhere in the middle, in the life of a healer, hypnotherapist and computer geek named Craig.
Meanwhile, it is almost time to pack it in, getting ready for another day of life challenges in the realm of software and emotional deugging. Time to see if this same guy shows up in my cubicle again in the morning...
Monday, July 20, 2009
The view from the landing - lectures, orbs and a UFO-free sky.
southern Wisconsin, and only from southern Wisconsin. The ones who DIDN'T show up were the aliens. But the rain did (see the incoming storm, right)I got there on Friday afternoon, and got a chance to look around. Benson's hideaway is a pleasant place. Across the lake is a Boy Scout camp, and Kettle Moraine State Forest. This pic is looking up the valley, to the north. It's pretty much all boonies there, and the result is an incredibly peaceful atmosphere - a sense of communion with nature, and of being away from the hustle and bustle of urbania.
After dinner, we set up camp for the evening and I soon got to chat with Bill Burt, John Hoppe and spouses. John and Jenny Hoppe founded the UFO Wisconsin website and investigative organization. Bill Burt is the state director of ICAR (International Center for Alien Research). Bill and John are quite enthusiastic about deciding and implementing the next step in abduction research, and we agreed that ICAR is probably a big part of that next step.
These were pretty beefy topics for a quiet evening around the campfire. And God must have been listening - responding with a sudden downpour that sent us scurrying under the tarp. Not sure whether that meant approval or otherwise... :-)
Setting up was quick. "Craig's rapid-deployment kit" - a wheeled suitcase with the essentials of laptop, charger, projector, outlet strip, extension cords laser pointer and batteries - came in ever-handy. I guess after a few presentations, you tend to get a package together, especially after a few scrambles for rechargers, laser pointers, etc.Sam was up first at the podium, so the pic at right shows Sam putting the final touches on his talk, getting his powerpoint ready to put onto my laptop, and getting his DVD, with several pretty interesting video clips, out to go into my laptop.

Looking at the picture to the right, you can see that the talks were pretty well attended. The crowd at the back was part of the standing-room-only attendance (many centered around the bar, just beyond the archway).
We took an hour break between the talk by the Kettle Moraine folks and mine - which was great. I was starved, as were many others.

The Dundee Lions Club had a burger and brat stand outside, and when I stepped back outside, I noted that several other vendors had joined them, including several of the speakers.
After the supper break came my talk, A Closer Look at UFO Encounters - during which I didn't take any pictures. More stuff coming up on my presentation, however, once I get the audio and video from Bill. But you can click on this link to get to the powerpoint slides, or go to my website: http://www.craigrlang.com/ and go to the events page.
You can see another of our "orbian visitors" in the picture at right. All in all, I got several good pictures of our translucent friends.Thursday, July 16, 2009
Ramblings before a UFOlogical road trip
The last couple of days, especially, have been pretty hectic, mostly related to the regular job. I've been pretty heavily involved in one project in particular, the project I'm not really supposed to be working on. The one that I AM supposed to be spending most of my time on, I have really accomplished very little on. The upside down nature of this should worry me, and in years past, it might have. However, in recent times its ability to get under my skin has receded somewhat. Maybe I'm learning a few things from meditation after all...
Meanwhile, I'm looking forward to getting together with some folks I haven't seen in a few years. Hopefully, I will see a few of the folks that I met down in Winona a few years ago, at Jerry's get together. One of them was, in a way, an inspiration for one of the characters in The Fifth Key. I won't say which one, but anyone who knows both of us might just figure it out, or maybe not. The correspondence is pretty obscure, but still it's a close match in some ways.
That brings me to the next step in the writing road - trying to get The Fifth Key published. I just saw a brief special on JK Rowling - who is kinda the pinnacle of writing success stories. Its always a pipe dream of mine to somehow have that much luck in getting my stuff out that same door. But then again, it's probably not luck - it's probably skill and perseverence in finding a good agent. Then again, a few prayers might help, too.
I finally got some writing in on Children of the Stars (CotS) - the next book after The Fifth Key (5K). I've mostly been letting it ruminate in my mind for the last few months. However, recently I started to put pen to paper a bit with the follow-on story to 5K. In 5K, the Pleiadeans are the good guys and the reptillians the bad dudes. In CotS, I am asking; are the Pleiadeans really all good and the Reptillians all bad? Or is there more going on under the covers? Some interesting points to ponder as I go spend the weekend in a UFO hotspot, in the company of a quite a few experiencers.
The anticipation of this is building in my mind, as well. I've never actually had anything (at least overtly) in the way of a large, meaningful UFO sighting. While I am extremely supportive of those who have, I wish I would see something - just enough to give me that first hand exposure to the phenomenon. To me, it would give me that inner confirmation that the phenomenon I've dedicated my life to studying is real. While I have no doubt of it's reality overall, as well as it's presence in the livesof many, I still await its entry into my reality as well.
Why do some folks see them all the time, while others like myself seldom if ever do? To me, that's one of the biggest mysteries of the phenomenon. I've heard a lot of ideas on this, and some of them seem to make quite a bit of sense. See my earlier blog postings about DMT, psychic ability and UFO experiences.
Do I just have a closed psychic eye? While I have been told by a number of seers that I am actually somewhat able in PSI abilities, still, in my case the PSI eye to the sky seems to have missed the prize. Since I have my eye to the sky constantly, you'd think I'd see one at some pont. Yet still, I await my first first-hand glimpse of the phenomenon, wondering how my role in all of this fits into the big picture. It's a very big Universe, and a tiny little me - with rather long, convoluted ramblings on the evening before a UFOlogical road trip.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
More on DMT and other PSI enhancing influences...
One point which Hancock stated was that, while PSI enhancing influences - especially hallucinogenic drugs - may be associated with shamanic visions and extraordinary experiences, they are NOT an explanation for their content. Rather, he argued that they enable the mind to percieve/discern the presence of another aspect of reality. Much like opening up another sense, they allow perception of new information, rather than create a purely artifical fabrication of the mind.
This is very much in keeping with the Penrose/Hameroff model of consciousness, based upon the quantum model of the mind/brain. In this model, anything that enhances quantum behavior of the microtubular structures within the brain would promote PSI activity, opening/expanding the mind to experiences such as shamanic journeys and the ability to perceive otherwise-unnoticed anomalies within our world.
Hancock cited an analogy of a telescope enabling one to see the moons of Jupiter and other details of the heavens not visible to the naked eye. He argued that saying the DMT and corresponding brain activity explains the shamanic experience, rather than it being a perception of a different aspect of our universe, is like saying that the moons of Jupiter are merely a property of the lens arrangement of a telescope, not part of the universe itself.
Furthermore, DMT is just one way in which the mind can become open to altered-state perception. The death (NDE) experience, life trauma, deep meditative/spiritual practices, all can provide a window into other aspects of reality not available to the "waking" beta state of consciousness. The fact that different practices result in different experiences is roughly analogous to using different scientific instruments - or even pointing the telescope in different directions - resulting in a completely different set of observations.
I often ask the chicken-and-egg question of which comes first, psychic awakening or the close encounter experience. In fact, I suspect that each enhances eachother, for better or for worse. Along the same vein, another question is how a "hallucinogenic" explanation of UFO abduction would result in multiple witness sightings, radar detection of UFOs and ground traces (such as those in Evelyn's encounters described in The Cosmic Bridge). The conclusion is that the "DMT" model" does NOT fully explain the close encounter. Rather, I suspect that it simply makes one more sensitive to the presence of anomalies in our environment. Thus, we can better understand the experiencer's ability to see selectively visible (cloaked or stealthy) UFOs, the occurrence of paranormal fallout, and/or other corrolary phenomena. At the same time, in another article on reality anomalies in CE4 Cases, I describe UFO encounter cases in which multiple realities have appeared to co-exist at the same time. The Jungian idea of an overlay of realities seems to directly speak to our observations of the UFO abduction experience having both a psychic or dream-like aspect and a physical aspect. My own belief is that a full understanding of the UFO phenomenon, especially this reality-overlay issue, will bring with it a much deeper understanding of of our universe than we presently have.
So in short, while Hancock was not directly addressing the UFO experience, much of what he said can directly apply to that very experience. Studies of DMT and/or other PSI enhancing influences can directly add to our understanding of the anomalies that challenge our understanding of our universe and of reality, itself.
Note to a concerned correspondent
This particular correspondent is an avid writer and a proponent of many conservative religious arguments, including the proposition that there is a powerful dark influence attempting to take over control of society. She states that many of the close encounter phenomenon and related anomalies are actually manifestations of this effort at control. She has written several excellent, thought-provoking articles on this topic.
I sent this e-mail in response to her concern that hypnotherapy might open her friend's mind/soul to dark influences. Read on, discern the truth and draw your own conclusions....
Dear [correspondent name],
You indicated you were not comfortable with hypnosis and that you thought it might open your friend to "dark side" influences. I often hear this from people until they understand that hypnosis is a completely natural state. We each spend a fraction of our time each day in that very state. In fact, all hypnosis is really self-hypnosis and like you, we all enter that state for several minutes in each 90-minute ultradian cycle of consciousness. Any time you daydream, use creative thought, focus/concentrate, or do any other mental activity that takes you into your own mental work, you are in hypnosis. Hypnotherapy merely applies that natural state to facilitate healing.
You are creative and are very focused. Witness the insights you show in your writing. In one sense, that means you have been in spontaneous self-hypnosis many, many times. You probably don't use that term for it, but neurologically it's the same thing.
While in hypnosis, each person has control of their own thoughts, feelings and beliefs at all times. While in the hypnotic state, a person's discernment is just as powerful - or even more so - than in the rational problem-solving beta or "waking" state. People report that they are actually MORE aware of their surroundings, and have CLEARER memories during hypnosis than at other times. That's because the powers of concentration are invoked and strengthened in the hypnotic state, enabling people to discern much more.
In addition, no beliefs will occur that are not already present within one's own personal paradigm. Furthermore, no introduction of negative or darkside material will occur if it is not already present in a person's mind. What hypnotherapy DOES do is help people to strengthen their own mental abilities and discern the truth for themselves. Rather than opening someone to negative beliefs, it helps to "unhypnotize" people, enabling them to discern and understand past beliefs.
I often hear statements about hypnosis such as you have described, and have noted that they tend to be based upon a misunderstanding of what hypnosis really is. Furthermore, discernment and healing enhanced through hypnotherapy may be threatening to those who want to maintain spiritual/mental control over others. So frequently, misconceptions can be propogated by those who are threatened by this powerful healing tool.
Hope this clarifies the process for you a little more. Let me know if you still have questions about this
Thanx,
-Craig
Saturday, July 11, 2009
DMT, quantum consciousness and the extraordinary experience
This afternoon was the July monthly Minnesota MUFON meeting, the second-Saturday-of-the-month gathering of UFO aficionados in Minneapolis. At this meeting, we watched the recording of a talk by Graham Hancock, presented at the recent X-Conference, put on by the Paradigm Research Group. My undestanding had been that these folks were primarily focused on disclosure, a topic I am not heavily involved in. However, it turns out that at least some of the talks were on very different topics, such as abduction and parapsychology - and in this case, a possible relationship between the two.
The talk by Graham Hancock was on his book, Supernatural. This book explores the deep history of humanity, specifically in the realm of shamanism. He looks at the evolution of human thought and points out that, although modern humans have been around for roughly 150 thousand years, only in the last 30 thousand years or so have humans had modern symbolism, religious/spiritual thought and art/creativity. Thus, something appeared to have happened at that particular time in our prehistory, to spur us on this new path of cultural evolution.
He points out many of the caves and rock-art drawings dating back to earliest prehistory (60 to 20 thousand years ago) have lately been accepted as depictions of shamanic journeys. The caves were (and are) sacred sites - thought of as portals to another world. And in cave art, the drawings appear to depict exactly that - supernatural beings, portals into another world - and, what I find most interesting from a UFOlogical perspective, UFOs and Grays. The implication here seems to be that there was some sort of contact between humans and grays dating back into humanity's earliest prehistory.
Then Hancock takes a slightly different turn. While some authors (such as Erich Von Daniken) suggest that this implies a physical ET presence in human history, Hancock explores a different avenue; he looks into the nature of shamanic experiences. And what he concludes is fascinating indeed.
Hancock explores the shamanic journey in more detail, noting many of the features of the experience. The most important of these is that the shaman is always in an altered state of consciousness during these experiences. He emphasizes that this is the core of shamanism; it not possible to be a shaman without leaving our normal beta-state awareness and venturing into the world of trance, hallucinogenic, or other mind-altered state. In most cases, in the indigenous world, this is done with some type of hallucinogenic drug. This can be magic mushrooms, Peyote, DMT, LSD, or any of a number of other drugs. This, Hancock stated, was taken in the shamanic world as being the fastest way to achieve this altered state of consciousness.
What Hancock centered on in his talk was DMT, described by Rick Strassman in his book DMT The Spirit Molecule. While also looking at other drugs, he focused on this particular one as being the most commonly used - primarily in South American indigenous societies. He then examined the rather universal experiences of shamans in many parts of the world, again focusing on South American practices. He noted a fascinating thing, that these experiences duplicate nearly exactly, those depicted in prehistoric cave art. Apparently, the shamanic experience is one of the oldest experiences in human history.
Next, since Hancock was presenting this to the International UFO Congress, he needed to tie this in with the UFO experience - which he did handsomely. He proceeded to compare the shamanic experience to that of the UFO abduction experience, as described by Mack, Hopkins, Jacobs, et al. And the result was again, amazing. The comparison went something like this:
- In shamanic journeys, entities appear that closely resemble beings described in UFO abduction cases
- In shamanic experiences, entities often initially appear as animals, while frequently, the initial screen memories of abductees are also of animals - frequently very similar to those described by shamans [CL Note: would need to more closely confirm this]. The beings then shape-shift into their "alien" form
- Both the shaman and the abductee describe then being floated into the sky, usually in a beam of light, a ladder of light or similar.
- Shamans describe being pierced, tortured, implanted with objects, and other things closely resembling the medical ordeals of abductees.
- Nearly simultaneously with descriptions of tortures and ordeals, shamans describe receiving gifts from the spirits - primarily those of healing and other extraordinary powers. [CL note: This is the core of the "medicine man" ethos]. This is very close to the description of gifts, psychic emergence and awakening, and the paranormal fallout that abductees describe.
- Shamans also describe sexual relationships between themselves and entities in the alternate realm, including having offspring in the other world. This is also a cornerstone of the UFO abduction narrative, the creation of hybrid children from sexual unions between abductees and aliens.
- One of the biggest of the effects - also nearly identical between shamanic and UFOlogical narratives - is that of a sense of mission. Both the shaman and the abductee "know" that they are here for a purpose.
- Missing time is the cornerstone of the abduction experience, and is also part of the shamanic lore. In prehistoric times and in modern indigenous cultures, the spirits are the abductors.
Hancock also explored to some degree, the work of Jacques Vallee, in his book Passport to Magonia, where he explores the similarities between folklore and modern UFO abduction accounts.
- In western medieval lore, faeries, elves and similar beings often abducted humans - mostly children. Accounts are somewhat similar to those of alien abduction.
- The changeling was sometimes the result of a human-faery union, or was a faery child left behind in place of the abducted human child, similar in many accounts to the hybrids of UFOlogical lore.
- Like the UFOlogical aliens, faeries are said both to torture human captives, and to bestow gifts upon them - often part of the same experience.
The list could go on, but I think you get the idea. The UFO experience seems to have a vast array of similarities to the shamanic and folkloric experiences. So, are they the same? Let's look at some more characteristics of the UFO experience...
Abductees describe being psychically sensitive at an early age. They describe many other extraordinary experiences besides those related to UFOs. These include the ability to see spirits, communicate telepathically, have psychic visions, and many more. These include (almost incidentally) many UFO sightings throughout their lives. In short, they appear to be sensitive - ether as a byproduct, or as a cause - of their UFO experiences.
Hancock further stated that, while DMT is illegal, we all have a minuscule amount of it in our own endocrine systems. It is produced by the pineal gland - the location of the 6th or Ajna chakra, also known as the psychic or third eye. This appears to be the center of psychic function in the human being, and thus, its relationship to the shamanic journey seems to come full circle. Each of us has a little bit of shaman in them, by nature. Perhaps for some, the DMT quantity is greater than for others. This would be an interesting topic of study.
This is also in keeping with another topic of study, that of Stuart Hameroff, MD, a professor at the University of Arizona Center for Consciousness Studies in Tucson, AZ. Dr. Hameroff is an anesthesiologist, who became interested in the fundamental properties of anesthesia and consciousness - extending this to hallucinogens as well. He found that (simply put) the microtubular structure of the neurons (and all cells) within the brain have both quantum and classical behavior. The more quantum the behavior of the component proteins (tubulins), the more psychic and the more conscious the person becomes. Conversely, the more classical the behavior, the more grounded and less conscious the person is. A balance between the two would seem to be necessary if we are to be conscious, sentient, creative beings and yet be able to function in the real world of moving cars, saber-toothed tigers and dishonest financiers.
Dr. Hameroff found that the primary role of all anesthetics appears to be to move the tubulins toward classical behavior, while the role of hallucinogens appears to move it toward quantum behavior. Thus, the shamanic experience, facilitated by hallucinogens could be thought of as "simply" that of a more quantum enabled tubulins within the shaman's brain allowing for a higher consciousness experience. While this is a gross oversimplification, it seems to capture the fundamental essence of the process.
So, does the awakened human being in our society - the sensitive or perceiver, the abductee, the psychic, simply have a more active pineal gland? Do they have more DMT in their system, resulting in more quantum behavior in their neuronal microstructures? It would be an interesting topic of study, indeed, to learn if there is a correlation between psychic sensitivity and the concentration of DMT in the human endocrine system. Similarly, it would be interesting to see if abductees also show similar concentrations of DMT (at various stages in their lives).
There are many more questions to be asked as a result of what I heard in Graham Hancock's lecture; we have only scratched the surface of this topic. Indeed, like any truly meaningful scientific insight, this one raises far more questions than it answers. It tells me once again, that the relationship between UFO encounters and other forms of extraordinary experience are deeply related. And the reality-bending nature of close encounters once again tells me that there is far more to the UFO/CE4 phenomenon than we even begin to understand. But maybe we have made a beginning. I believe that there is deep meaning in this connection - the link between DMT and other quantum-mind enhancers, human consciousness, and the extraordinary experience.
Crop Circle Parapsychology Experiment
At the last Minnesota MUFON meeting, I learned from two friends of mine, Dean and Margaret DeHarpPorte, that they were planning to go on a tour of England, visiting crop circle sites, sacred sites, etc. The leader of the trip, Colin Andrews, apparently suggested that they put out to the Universe, a crop circle design - the intent being to see if that design manifests during the time they are there. From this, we decided to hatch an experiment to see if we could put out a pre-existing design.
The experiment is a blind trial; no one except the sender knows the actual design.
The experiment protocol is as follows:
- On 6/25/09, I created five designs on my computer, using PowerPoint and a liberal dose of shapes and pre-fab designs taken from the PowerPoint library. I printed these five designs and placed them in sealed envelopes.
- At the 7/11/09 Minnesota MUFON meeting, during brunch at Bakers Square before the meeting, I asked another friend of mine, Mike Harris, to draw one of the envelopes from the five. He did so, and I handed that envelope to Dean. I placed a seal (a small happy-face sticker) on the flap of the other four envelopes and gave them to Lorna Hunter (the MN MUFON Assistant State Director and Investigation Coordinator) for safe keeping.
- Dean indicated that he would give the sealed envelope to the trip leader, as he planned to put his own design out instead.
- During the trip, and for an indeterminate time afterwards, it is intended to monitor the possible formation of crop circles and note any new designs.
- At the September Minnesota MUFON meeting, we plan to determine if any possible new crop circle designs appeared, and if so, whether they corresponded to the design which Dean was given.
This is the first of any number of possible experiments to determine whether it is possible to put out to the Universe, the request for a particular design of crop circle. It is, what I consider to be a valiant first attempt.
Several disadvantages exist in the experiment - which is unfortunate, but unavoidable in this relatively quickly organized study:
- When I announced at the meeting, it was pointed out that the experiment is not a fully blind study, as the sender would be aware of the design. However none of the other participants know of the design so in that sense it is fully blinded.
- It was also noted that, since Dean would not be sending the design, but someone else whom I don't know may (or may not) be sending the design instead, there is an uncontrolled element to the experiment.
- Since someone would know of the design, it might be possible for hoaxers to find the design and create a crop circle. However, hopefully, the design will not be sent until the trip has started, so hopefully the actual sender, whoever he/she is, will keep the design close to the vest until the actual sending time.
This is the first of any number (one or more) of crop circle parapsychology experiments. It will be interesting to see how this goes, and whether there is any result to it. While this protocol has some significant weaknesses, I believe it is a great first step in our investigation into the parapsychology of crop circles. Please feel free to wish us luck and send us metaphysical encouragement.





